So I know a lot of people will disagree with me about these 6 pictures being my best, especially Slade. But, these are the 6 I wanted up here. (Although it was really hard for me to choose.) So here goes.

I love this one and I think it shows me growing as a photographer. That might seem weird, but I really believe that. Because, almost all of my other images are close-up, which I love. But its important to have different images, not all close-up. And especially for this assignmet of analogous/complimentary colors, it was difficult for me to take farther away images. And even though this one isn't really far away, I tried it farther than normal, because this was the better composition. And I feel thats what I've been learning a lot about this term: focusing and decided while taking the picture. Meaning I have to slow down and move the camera around and decide where its best when I'm taking it the first time, instead of going back and having to reshoot. This takes time when shooting, but ultimately saves time, and a perfect picture if you can't go back. I also feel like this one perfectly fit the requirements for this assignment, which is essential before exploring creative ways to fulfill the assignment. The light in this one isn't fantastic but it helps the image a little bit with dark creases and the poles on the wall. Its hard to tell on here, but the focus is pretty good on the leaves of the pillow.

So I just talked about this one for my portraits assignment, but I'm going to talk about it again. Just because its that good. I feel like portraits can be really easy to get away with, because you see a person, snap a picture, and there you go; the assignment is done. Thats what I was trying to avoid this time. I wanted my subject to interact with the camera, not necessarily look at it, but interact. And I wanted to get an emotion. I wanted the subject to be screaming at the viewer "Hey this is what I'm feeling!". I feel like this is the only one of my portrait images in the assignment and maybe ever that accomplished this. She isn't crying or doing something dramatic to tell you how she feels, she's just looking at you. Right at you. And she's letting you look right at her. She's vulnerable here; her heart is out in the open just waiting for somebody to break it. (If you're in theater, this might make more sense.) I love her eyes. Her eyes are open wide, letting you look into them. She's not judging you, hoping you won't judge her. Her expression is content. Not ecstatic, just everyday happiness at having her favorite sister take her picture. And you can tell that not from a giant fake smile, but because this is how she looks when she's happy. I guess I could be a little unfair while looking at this image because I know her well, but I feel like others could get this same emotion I'm getting while looking at it, and thats what I really strive for in my photographs, although a lot of them don't succeed. I also like that her finger is there. It tells me she wasn't posing for the picture, just in a normal position. And this position may have been awkward, but it doesn't appear so to me in this image. It just looks natural. And I love that. This is also fundamentally strong with good focus on her eyes/eyelashes/ eyebrows and okay light.

This is a very dramatic picture, which is what its supposed to be. It was set up, but it doesn't look weird and out of place to me. It looks like it could've just been like that. The light here is nice, just how I wanted it with my fancy lamp. And it is focused well on the edge of the mask. Obviously this is for the complimentary color assignment, which it definitely fulfills. I feel like this is very interesting and tells a story. Although it may not be the same story for everybody, you can imagine 100 different ways and reasons this image came to be like this. The red is from my Halloween costume and the mask is from a theater party. Did you know that? You didn't need to; its not important. What's important is that I get a feeling here and I feel like this image has an important story to tell if you look at it and let your imagination tell it. I feel this was important to put up here because although it may not be one of my most technically strong images, it is interesting to me and shows that images set up can be just as great as candid images. This diversity was also a big part of this term for me. I experimented with so many different ways to shoot and things to shoot and it goes on and on. This is one of my more "fun" shots I think. Its not all analytical or whatnot its just pleasing I think, and could let you imagine things without thinking too hard intellectually.
I feel like this also shows a little of what I learned this term. It takes a random object lying around the house and makes it an image. I don't think I could do this in previous years. I don't think I could take this and see something photographically interesting in it. I feel like I'm developing an eye for seeing things I never saw before. And I think this comes from having no ideas or liking one object but not knowing how to photograph it so just sitting in my room turning and turning it and moving my camera around and getting closer and farther and changing the light and adding things or taking them out of the frame. Just doing anything to that object until I finally decide how I want it. Which happened for the next image too. What really interested me at first in this object was the texture and color. And while the texture does add to it, I don't think this image emphasizes that. What I see in this image is the rich orange color, which was even richer on my camera, and great light. I love love love the dark black strip and the different shades of orange. I wish I focus on the nails more, because I think thats where my eyes keep going back to, and I think it would be nicer if that was the most in focus. But at the time, thats not what I wanted. Which I guess goes to show that art could change how it affects you, not because the image changes, but because you change. And something you might find interesting now could bore later and something you don't understand now could fascinate you later. I love how art will be around long enough for you to change your mind about it, if you give it the chance.

Cool. I think. This composition took me forever to find but it was worth it because I am extremely happy with this. I don't know how I would change the composition for the better, for what I wanted from this image. The light wasn't working from the other lamp I was shining on it, so I was like maybe if I just turn it on I won't have to use the lamp. That ended up working as well as contributing fantastically to the image. I love how the light is in the middle, and the gets really dark on the bottom 2 corners. I also love the dark strip on the cover, but then gets lighter as the light is allowed to shine through. I kept on trying to have the lamp sideways or crazy angles trying to get the purples (since this was for monochromatic) without getting the inside of the lamp. But then I realized I was being stupid, and not getting anything to work, and I should just start over. And then I got this. This image is basically what I did for every image, except this one took longer. I looked at it and changed everything and decided what I wanted. And I would take some without changing much, and yadayada ending with almost all of the images I liked being the last I took of that object, and the ones I liked the most overall often took the longest time, such as this one. But they were worth it because they give the feeling I've been looking for. I love how this one is a pretty simple, but the focus on the cover gives it a little extra interesting stuff to look at without overwhelming the image.

Simple. Thats what comes to mind immediately. And simple is often good, as I feel it is in this image. Thats mainly why I wanted to post this one. It shows the simplest image that just has good focus and lighting so it turns into a good image. And although its simple, its meaningful. You don't have to cram in a ton of stuff to make a photogragh interesting. To make a photograph interesting you have to have heart. You have to show feeling. You have to see with your emotions and heart, not with your eyes and brain. You have to crack open and be vulnerable. This might seem silly with just this little pebble button things, but I truly believe this. They are just sitting there, letting you stare at them as long as you want. They aren't hiding or judging; they are letting you judge them. I love the light in this image, although there are not shadows or anything it just seems to give it a little spark. Its difficult to explain exactly why I feel something or the formula for doing it or what I was thinking when I was shooting this. I didn't try ti get an emotion; I was trying to take a picture of the number 10. And this just ended up being one I felt had feeling. I can't tell you why or how, and I'm sure I won't do it again like this, it just comes sometimes, and sometimes it doesn't. And its different for different people, you guys might think I'm crazy for saying all this, but I really do feel this.
Sorry if these didn't make sense or were repetitive, it was difficult to get what I was thinking and write it down. And sorry if it was cheesy or whatever or not what I was supposed to write, but this is just what I started thinking of when told to write a paragraph for each image. And I know these might not be my fundamentally best, or other people's favorite, but they were important to me and I feel that they showed my work and improvement this term really well. And I really do feel like I've improved. Fall Photo '09 was great!